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CHRISTINATAY ;
[ word swallowing ]
i'm my biggest contradiction :D

i don't care how you view me
but don't assume you know me
cos when i don't want to say
you won't want to know
trust me, i'm simple yet complex
in an ironic way. (:
thanks to you
i'm going this way.


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2005-05-04



latelate le. preaching time!

but! i seriously dont know wht im thnkg. ARGH. yu know, sometimes yu jst got to CONTROL. and its frustrating cos yu dont want to but if yu dont, things may go AWRY. wels, i HAVE to and i believe i CAN. YEA!

hee.yu get it? im going NUTS. living in this world. haha. my life has changed ALOT. as in my life. not edeline.(X my personality too. not for the worst i hope! but i have this feelg deep inside im different!

look at thngs in the optimistic way and thngs'll jst be fine.yupyup! love happily. make concise decisions. burt if yu cant, jst make smth dumb yur decision. yu'll feel STUPID but happy i guess. hee.

okayes. i go sleep lers. anw, love is smth so UNREAL. isnt it? or maybe, its jst smth we CRAVE for. once yu experience it, it might not be as GREAT as yu once thought it is. if yu jst love for the sake of a thrill, but, yu rly mean smth to someone else, what will yur actions result in? there is a price to pay for everythg. maybe, permanant hurt jst for that temporary happiness. maybe, it'll be on someone else. maybe, or maybe not?

its jst how yu LOOK at it. and how yu TAKE it. (: anti-love.anti-hurt.


over now -

11:48 PM


pic creds : colleen (: