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CHRISTINATAY ;
[ word swallowing ]
i'm my biggest contradiction :D

i don't care how you view me
but don't assume you know me
cos when i don't want to say
you won't want to know
trust me, i'm simple yet complex
in an ironic way. (:
thanks to you
i'm going this way.

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2006-01-21

its hard to break it to you

its like 12:19am and i ain't sleeping. well, how could i when i just realized that i have to finish :

- elit pg 5-37
- commonwealth 1200 word essay
- chinese wb 4 chaps
- emath
- crush's letter ( i like this though =DD )

yucks. i guess thats all for now. hope i don't discover anymore hidden hw. :/ i could rly die. c'mon. i'm the kind who loves to procrastinate. do you think i'll be able to complete my work by monday. ugh. i could just spend tonight staring into blank space and thinking of what to do, but not doing it. like now. i'm-such-an-ass. shucks.

the best thing is, my ipod is scrwd. fuck. i know i shldn't use (fuck) but, i will die w/o my music alright. i rly will. 1/4 of my day today w/o it was a torture. and it must scrw up today, tonight. now, when i feel so extremely lousy alr. and i dntknw why. maybe i feel lousy cos it scrwd up. gosh. i dntknw larr.

i'm looking at all my hw now. but i don't rly wna touch em' you see. and i don't wna sleep. so, its either i do it, or i go slp. nvm. i'll probably spend my time spacing out ltr. "/ won't be thinking i guess. its too taxing. and, i find life better if i don't think so much. though i become more stupid. hur.

i'm having this rough throat now. owwww. so i shan't talk much. haha. i'm feeling rather moodswingy now. gasps- wht is wrong w me man. lols. shoot me.

*
I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You tried to say
The things that you can't undo
If i had my way
I'd never get over you
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When i come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
*

haha, now its 2am alr. i'm rather bored though. i'll probably be back ltr. HA ! thats all for now ! :D


over now -

11:34 PM


pic creds : colleen (: