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CHRISTINATAY ;
[ word swallowing ]
i'm my biggest contradiction :D

i don't care how you view me
but don't assume you know me
cos when i don't want to say
you won't want to know
trust me, i'm simple yet complex
in an ironic way. (:
thanks to you
i'm going this way.

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2006-01-28

its just to hide the emptiness inside

well, happy new year's eve ! hur.

i can't get to slp. or maybe, i'm rejecting slp. i dntknw why. but i am tired, like physically you know ? :/ guess i'll go ask my bed to sing me to slp after this. XD

i had a convo w my laopo today. at long john, haha. a very interesting one. or maybe, not rly, but it is just nice to talk abt. maybe thts wht we have in common. (:

hmm, maybe some of us shld like, learn to be more sensitive. or, more considerate ? and tht includes me. yes, tht is wht i am thinking of now ( its rare i reveal wht i'm thinking of ). anw, yeeea. i think i'm one very selfish person. but sometimes, when you do this, it hurts, you do tht, it hurts. and neither ways are better. thts when we get into a dilemma & some things start to screw up. so we choose a path. we walk along it. but when we walk&walk, you still don't get out of it. then we self-doubt and wonder if we took the right path. by then, i guess its like, too late alr.

i know no one catches any ball lah okay. but its like, you don't have to catch any ball reading christina tay's blog right ? :D nah, maybe i shldn't brood over these things now. let my bed sing. (: g'night peeps.


over now -

12:19 AM


pic creds : colleen (: